Who wasn’t that person? I think everyone experiences that gut feeling of what they want versus life conditioning. There have been times when I would be deathly frozen because I would be afraid of not living up to others expectations of me.

My life has totally turned out different from what I’ve expected.

And to tell you the truth I didn’t expect much. I didn’t come from a stable family. We moved around a lot, and my mother had five girls. Count em. 12345! And was a single parent to boot!

I’m not into organized religion; but God is real. It’s why I’m here sharing my love of writing and living quality with others.

I tricked myself into believing that my life should take the more “traditional” route and I spent years in misery. The house, the car, the kids have never been my thing and I knew it when I was in my 20’s.

I just thought that since it was “expected”, that’s what I should do. In the past 5 years, I’ve just become comfortable with being me. I’m a restless soul that loves to travel, see the world and stay in motion.

All the “plans” never came through. I am not a mother, homeowner or wife and I’m ok with that. Would I like to find and have a good man in my life? Yes. However, life is beautiful and I am blessed in so many ways I can’t even fathom.